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My Angel (Chapter 15)

Chapter 15:

"did i miss anything????" said by a guy whose standing at the door.


MAL!!!! hyung jun exclaimed as he quickly stood up and headed towards to jung min. he was about to hug him when jung min slightly pushed him aside and walk towards to the table. he picked up the glass (from the top) that made young saeng and kyu jong lose hold of it.

*gulp* aahhh!! it's been a long time since i've tasted this. can you pour another one for me hyun joong hyung???

hyun joong just nod to jung min and pour the soju on the shot glass. all of them just stared at him while he was drinking.

is it really amusing for all of you to see me drinking soju?? he asked.


anniyo, why did you asked?? hyun joong asked.


because it was all written on your cute face...


is it really that obvious???


ye...so stop pretending that you're not amused by it.


it's just that i rarely seen you drinking.


jungmin just give him a smirk after hearing what his hyung just said. his presence loosen up the awkwardness that occur when young saeng and kyu jong grabbed hee young's glass.


you came here so late, did you have your dinner already??? young saeng asked.


ye hyung, i knew that it'll be a long drive from seoul so i ate my dinner before leaving the office..


yah! minnie ah! you should have came early so we could play a lot..


AIGOO!! my baby missed me already. don't worry ill play with you tomorrow. i'll put a collar on your neck with a chain attached to it and drag you like a pet. jung min replied sarcastically while hyung jun just give him a pout.


"let's call it a day, it's been a tiring yet fun day for us. i bet that mal was tired too so i think we should all rest now." kyu jong suggested.

yeah, i agree. i'm starting to get sleepy too. hyun joong said.


all of them starts to fixed themselves and headed to their designated rooms. kyu jong will share a room with hyun joong and same goes for young saeng and hyung jun. as always, jung min will be alone in his room because no one wants to share with him. kyu jong got off first while the rest are saying their goodnights to hee young.


goodnight hee young noona!!!! hyung jun said while giving her a hug.. "see you tomorrow" he said in english fluently.

good night too jun!! she replied after having a little shock when he suddenly hugged her.

young saeng got annoyed by his dongsaeng's action towards to his P.A..."that's enough...we should go now and rest.." he said and grabbed  hyung jun's shirt and dragged him outside..

yah hyung!!! you don't have to dragged me like this! he whined while waving his hand to his noona.  hee young waved back while chuckling on hyung jun's reaction.


wow.. these guys can really make my day.. she said while slowly closing her door. she picked up her phone when she received a message.



Sender: Kyu
Message:

goodnight My Princess!!!
have the sweetest dream
tonight. I'll send some angels
later to watch over while
you're sleeping... ~_^

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Sender: My Precious
Message:

Sweet dreams too!!!
don't send all of your angels
here. spare some of them,
to stay beside you while
you are asleep.. goodnight!


"i don't need them to watch over me.. all i want is you to be here next to me while i'm sleeping.." He said to himself after reading her message..


kyu was having a hard time to get a sleep so he decided to take a walk. upon reaching the lobby, he saw a familiar figure sitting beside the grand piano while playing some random keys..


young saeng hyung! why are you still up?? he asked.

i'm having a hard time to get some sleep so i decided to play the piano here. how about you??

"same here.." he replied even though he still feel awkward from what happened earlier...

time surely flies so fast,g right kyu??? i can't imagine that we're here few years ago. playing so hard while shooting the MV for Coward.


ye, that was one of my happiest moment since we debut as SS501.


me too...  i remembered that i was doing a "back shot" on the bedroom scene of the MV. playing like kids and having so much fun.. i hope we can go back to those days even just for a little while....young saeng said..


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(Next Day)


Hee Young got up  early because she wanted to see the sunrise with the guys then she decided to wake up the boys. she headed to hyung jun and young saeng's room.

"hyung jun ah...... young saeng.....wake up!" he said while nudging the two guys on their bed.

"hmmm... noona...isn't it too early to wake us up???"" hyung jun mumble while rubbing his eyes..

hee young move towards to the other side of the bed.

"junnie... noona want's to see the sunrise today, you'll come with me right??" she whispered to him...

"do we really have to do that???" hyung jun said while still half asleep.

noona will be sad if she can't see the sunrise in a place like this...do you want me to get sad junnie??

anni, i'll get up only if noona will give me a kiss...

hee young chuckle upon hearing her dongsaeng's condition... she found it cute even though she knows that he meant it as a joke. he move his fringe and give him a peck on his forehead. it's like giving a morning kiss to a kid.

Hyung jun quickly open his eyes when he felt a kiss on his forehead. he managed to give her a wide smile before getting up.

she didn't have a hard time to wake saengie since he already knew what will happen to him if he gives her a hard time in waking him up.

"saengie ah...wake up... do you want to get dragged again or you're going to wake up by yourself???"

arasso... he mumbled while scratching his eyes and stretching his arms for a little

hyung jun stretched his arms for a little too and then dragged his hyung to the bathroom to wash up..

hee young headed to the next room where kyu jong and hyun joong are sleeping.. upon entering, she saw that hyun joong was the only one sleeping on the bed.

"hyun joong ah..... hyun joong ah..." she said while nudging him.

after not getting a response, she thought that her technique in waking up saengie will be a good idea. she grabbed the end of the blanket and tossed it to the other side. But after tossing the blanket, someone covered her eyes and turned her around.


Hee young ah... you might faint after seeing what's underneath of those blanket.. kyu jong teased her.

de??? she replied with a confused look.

nothing.... just leave it to me... i'll wake up hyung and minnie so we could see the sunrise together. just wait for us in the lobby..he said while pushing her outside.


hee young didn't manage to reply because she was still thinking what does kyu means on "you might faint after seeing what's underneath of those blanket." and how did he found out that she wants to see the sunrise today.


it was already 6:59am when all of them reached the roof top of the hotel. it was the best place to see the sunrise. that day, the sun will rise at exactly 7 am.


wow!!! i've never thought that the sunrise will be as beautiful as blooming flower during spring....jung min commented.

i agree... hyun joong said.u

all of them savor the beauty of the sunrise and letting the sunlight rays strikes in their whole body. after 30 minutes of staying in the rooftop, all of them decide to have their breakfast. after having their meal, they headed to their rooms to change for snow boarding outfit.


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Hee young almost fell on the round while laughing so hard when she saw young saeng, kyu jong and hyun joong are having a hard time on snow boarding.

"we can do great in anything except for snow boarding..." hyun joong whined.

"Hyun joong ah... just focused on being a singer cum actor. snowboarding might ruin your idol image ..." she mocked him.

on the other hand, jung min and hyung jun are busy on bickering while throwing snowballs on each other.

"young saeng hyung, looks like some of our fans already noticed us here. do you think we should go back to the hotel??" kyu jong whispered to his hyung.


yeah, i've noticed that too..i think that we should leave earlier than we planned.

the six of them got back on the hotel, fixed their things then headed to the reception to check out..hyun joong and jung min headed out first, followed by saengie and hee young then kyu jong and hyung jun at the back. much to their surprise, a reporter was already outside of the hotel, taking their pictures as they headed out from the hotel.

when kyu jong saw that the reporter was about to take a picture of hee young, he grabbed her right arm and push slightly her head into his chest to hide her face from the paparazzi.

"jun! your jacket!".. he uttered to hyung jun...

hyung jun gave his jacket to kyu jong, then kyu used it to cover hee young..

"kyu! what's going on??" hee young asked.

"sssh.... i'll explain later... just keep quiet till we reach the car."

"kyu jong shi... who's that girl? why are you hiding her?? is she your girl?? can we take a picture of her???"  the reporter asked frantically.

"mianhe.. but this girl was too precious for me to reveal her in public.. please do respect our privacy on whatever relationship that we have...." he replied.

My Angel (Chapter 14)

Annyeong Young Saeng Hyung!!!!! kyu greeted him after he handed the white rose to hee young...


What are you doing here??? he asked with a surprised look on his face. kyu just give him a wide smile. a few seconds later someone approached saengie from his back.


OMO!! hyun joong, hyung jun ah!!! you're here too???


Yah hyung! why didn't you even bother to tell us that you're going here? we do want to have fun too! hyung jun whined to his hyung.


young saeng ah, haven't you forgot that you're an idol?!? and seeing you alone with a girl will be a big issue to the netizen... hyun joong scolded him.


mianhe, i haven't thought about the fans that might see me here since all my concern was just to have fun and i also thought that all of you have plans to do during our 5 days vacation that's why i didn't bother to inform you..he replied with an apologetic look.


but you should have at least inform us. we dropped by to your house last night to invite you for a drink, but no one is home.. kyu jong explained.


and how do you know that we're here?? saengie asked.


well, i did try to call you for several time but i couldn't reach you.. i also tried to call hee young last night to ask if she knows where you might be but her phone was busy.


mianhe, maybe i was talking to min ho oppa while you are trying to reach me. she replied.


good thing that i called min ho hyung and he told me that both of you are here in the resort....


mianhe, i didn't intend to make you guys worry... i just want to get rid our busy world in seoul even only for a few days..


kwenchana, just inform us next time.. arasso?? hyun joong asked.


de. but wait a minute... where's jung min???


he said that he was just going to finished some paper works in royal avenue and will follow us here as soon as he was done with it. hyung jun replied.


can we continue this talk while having our breakfast?? i haven't got the chance to have it before we left seoul since we have to leave so early. kyu jong butted in while patting on his angry stomach.


actually me and hee young were heading to the dining hall before we met all of you here in the lobby.. saengie replied to him.


then go ahead first, we'll follow you there after we put our luggage in our rooms. hyun joong commanded him.


hyung, can you just carry my luggage to our room so i could go with them?? i'm already starving.... kyu pleaded his hyung...



Yah! kim Kyu Jong!!! i already agree to share a room with you even it is against my will and now you're asking me to carry your luggage??? don't you think you're asking too much from me???


please hyung......


andwe! if you still insist it, I'll go back to the reception to get your own room. do you want that to happen??? hyun joong said with a threatening voice.


"arasso...." the only word that comes out in kyu jong's mouth. he followed hyung while giving a pout.


hyung jun, kyu jong and hyun joong headed to the elevator leaving hee young and youngsaeng behind.


shall we go now?? she asked.


"de", he replied while still grasping what just happened a few minutes ago.


aish.. why those guys suddenly shows up?? cant i be alone even for a few days without them just to figure out the things that bothers me?.. he asked himself while staring blankly on the girl sitting in front of him.


saengie ah, do i have dirt on my face???


waeyo??


you've been staring at me for 10 minutes now, and i am starting to freak out...


young saeng chuckle on what she said but still didn't give her a reply.


"fine!!! i'll go to the ladies room to see if there is really something on my face that made you stare for a long time." she pushed her chair backward and stand up. when she was about to turn against him, he suddenly grabbed hee young's left hands that made her stop before she could even take a step away from him...


"you don't have to leave, there's no dirt in your lovely face. it's just that staring at you makes me relaxed." he said while slowly loosen his grip into her hand.


relaxed?? why??


i don't know,.. maybe there's something in you that can made me relaxed. feels like you can be a substitute for an antidepressant pill..


substitute for an anti depressant pill?? she asked with a confused look.


yeah, i'd rather look at your face whenever im stressed out rather than taking an anti depressant..


then you shouldn't look at my face frequently. you might get addicted, time will come that you'll get a hard time to withdraw from it. she said while giving him looking outside the window next to her.


saengie got uneasy after what she have said. he feels like there's something wrong but can't figure it out..


a few seconds later, hyung jun, kyu jong and hyun joong came in to join them. kyu sat beside hee young that made saengie more uncomfortable. hyun joong saw how saengie looked at hee young and kyu as they are catching up with each other while having their breakfast. hyun joong nudge saengie to take his attention from the 2 people in front of him.


saengie ah, how long will we stay here?? hyun joong asked..


until tomorrow afternoon...


hyung jun got choke upon hearing on what his hyung just've said.


wae??? we just came in, i haven't got the chance to explore this resort and we're already leaving tomorrow afternoon?? hyung jun whined to him.


thats why you need to hurry up on your breakfast so we could have more time to explore and play in this place.. kyujong said and give him a slight pinch in his cheeks..


hyung jun finished his breakfast quickly and the five of them headed out to play. they go from one place to another, take pictures from here and there. time flies so fast that it was already dinner time when they got back to the hotel. after having dinner, they all gather on hee young's room to play again.


let's play truth or dare (spin the bottle)! if you don't want to tell the truth then you'll have to drink one shot of a full glass of soju hyun joong suggested.


don't you think it's a little unfair to hee young since she was a girl?? he might not cope up with us. kyujong said


yah! kyujong ah! don't under estimate my drinking capacity, i might beat u at the end. she said while chuckling.


they played the game smoothly until the last question was given to hee young..


hee young ah, can you tell me honestly why did you leave 5 years ago?? kyujong asked.


hee young got shocked to his question. she thought that kyujong wouldn't try to bring up that topic again. but due to a slight influence of alcohol, he got the courage to ask the question that he's been keeping for a long time.


all of them stared to her, waiting for a reply. but she choose not to answer it.


"mianhe kyujong ah, but i think this is not the right time to talk about it."


when she was about to get the glass of soju and drink it as punishment for not answering the question, two hands grabbed the glass before she can reach it. much to her surprised, the two hands are not from the same person. it was from saengie who's sitting on her right side and the other hand belongs to kyujong who's sitting on her left side. kyu and saengie looked at each other as if they were telling that they wouldn't let go of the glass. both of them wants to take hee young's punishment. even hyung jun and hyun joong got shocked on what's happening; but all of their attention were drawn by a guy standing on the door and suddenly asked a question...


"did i miss anything????"........

ENGLISH TRANSLATION

And this is what we're waiting for! when the 2 cute members of SS501 visited the philippines, we thought here on The Wrap that they should let their presence be felt by their thousands of filipino fans. so friends, this is it. here's my exclusive one on two interview with Kyujong and Youngsaeng only here on our favorite Asian Bites.

Voice Over: The cute members of ss501's Kyujong and Youngsaeng came here in manila. these two KPOP Idols give a one night only concert as their treat for the filipino fans last saturday at the PICC. These 2 heart throbs of SS501 got up close & personal in a Wrap exclusive one on two interview w/ Kyujong and Youngsaeng.

YS & KJ: Mabuhay! (Long Live!)

Interviewer: Hello, nice to meet you

YS & KJ: nice to meet you.

Interviewer: Welcome to the philippines. annyeonghaseyo. kamsahamnida for coming for the interview. let's sit down.

YS & KJ: Yes.

Interviewer: It's your first time here in philippines. welcome, how was it like?

KJ: It's our first time here in manila but we've been to cebu for a trip & we're looking forward to meet our fans.

Interviewer: How about you Youngsaeng-ssi?

YS:I've been here in the philippines for a vacation & the weather is fine. I really like the place. It's very beautiful, im also very excited to see our fans.

Interviewer: you have very many filipino fans, maybe you'd like to say hello and greet them.

KJ & YS: Mabuhay! (Long Live!)

KJ: Kamusta? (How are you?). it's our first time here inn the philippines and we're so excited to see our pinoy fans and hopefully we can do more fan meetings in the future.

Interviewer: you just had lunch, have you tried filipino food?

YS & KJ: it's delicious. i really like the taste.

Interviewer: you went to cebu, you went for vacation, did you go to the beach?

YS: we've been to cebu and bohol for shoot & in between breaks, we do canoeing. right?

Interviewer: alright, you have many many fans, and a lot of them asking "doo you have a girlfriend?"

-PAUSE-

Voice Over: Up next, more SS501 revelations! kyu jong and youngsaeng, are they still single?? and have they met a filipina fan that suits their taste? stay tuned for more when The Wrap continue.

-CONTINUATION-
Interviewer: alright, you have many many fans, and a lot of them asking "doo you have a girlfriend?"

YS: when i got here, i get that question every time but as of the moment, i don't have any girlfriend and i think, if you ask the other idol groups, they'll say the same thing.

Interviewer: a fan probably be a potential girlfriend?

KJ: to me, it doesn't matter if she's a fan or not. I believe that if they're destined for each other, they'll fall in love & share that very special feeling.

Interviewer:so what are you looking for a girl?

YS: if she's someone that can really understand me, she'll be my ideal girl

Interviewer: what about you?

KJ: someone who's friendly, considerate and smiles a lot.

Interviewer: who's better in singing and dancing between you two?

YS: Me

Interviewer: (asking kyujong) is it okay that he's better?

KJ: (nod) he's the main vocalist of our group & he's been dancing since he was young; since he was the main man in our band, most people don't recognize his dancing skills but this time he'll show everyone that he's really good at dancing.

Interviewer: if there's a secret that you could tell about him that we don't know, what would it be?

YS: well, actually he doesn't have any.

KJ: he has no secret but nobody knows that he's a genius.

Interviewer: oh! wow! genius! well, like your outfit and your hair, how do you describe it and how do you style yourselves?

KJ: usually we don't wear this much just comfortable clothes but when if is a special day, we wear different. our stylist pick our outfits for us & they style our hair.

Interviewer: If i would go to korea, where would you take me?

YS & KJ: in Gyeongju!

KJ: in korea, bibimpap is a popular food, and it is there were it originated.

Interviewer: I like. celebrity crush? KPOP or Hollywood?

YS: who could it be?

Interviewer: no crush?

KJ: my male idol would be jhonny depp and my female crush would be anne hathaway.

YS: for me ot would be Song Hye Kyo, a korean actress.

Interviewer: craziest thing a fan did to you?

KJ: there are times that after a fan meeting, fans would line up and cry while we shake thei hands. that's very touching.

Interviewer: after your fan meet tomorrow, are you coming to the philippines any time soon?

YS: Yes of course we want to comeback here, but in order to do that, we need the support of our fans so keep on supporting us so we can comeback.

I.V: Yes,  we support you, comeback. aside from singing and dancing; acting roles, korean drama, do you have projects?

KJ: im currently improving my acting skills, im trying my best to do that so i can show it to everyone.

YS: im in the middle of releasing a solo album but if given the chance, i'd like to try some acting projects, any variety shows or programs.

I.V: thank you for those answers. we miss SS501, any chance for reunion or could comeback to work?

KJ: of course, as of now, everybody is busy with their solo activities but we want to comeback here with the other members in the near future & we'll give the fans a great time.

I.V: thank you very much Kyujong, Youngsaeng. thank you for joining us here on The Wrap.

YS & KJ: thank you

YS: I'm Youngsaeng

KJ: Im Kyujong, keep on watching The Wrap

YS: on studio 23

KJ & YS: Iba kabarkada (it's different when you're with friends)

Wrong Decision (Short Story)

We might have wrong decisions in life, decisions that we wish we’ve never made. But have we ever thought that making a wrong decision is still our choice? Have you ever chose to make a wrong decision and yet, didn’t regret it at all? Let me share you a story that will show us that sometimes, making wrong decision is not that bad as it may seem. Sometimes, a wrong decision accidentally leads to freedom and happiness.

Fiona is having the happiest peak of her life. She had a job that can sustain her needs and a loving and supportive boyfriend who has been there through her ups and downs for two years now. She couldn’t ask for more especially when her mom asks her if she wants to comeback to school and continue her studies. Two years ago, Fiona was forced to stop from going to school because her dad died due to pneumonia. Her mom can’t support her studies because the company where she works suddenly declared bankrupt. Her mom goes back to their province and plant crops so she could send Fiona some money for her allowance. Fiona says to herself that she needs to stand up for her to be able to survive. She applied in some semiconductor company near at her place and luckily gets hired. Fiona lives alone in their house, she was lucky that she had Joaqy as her boyfriend, best friend and brother to her. Joaqy treats her just like his queen. He always make sure that Fiona eat, and sleep well, he also make sure that Fiona gets everything that she needs. It keeps on going for two years. They also have future plans for themselves, after they graduated from college, Joaqy will go to Canada and work there while Fiona will practice her career as an Engineer. When they are both stable in all aspects, (physical, emotional, spiritual and financial) they will get married and migrate to Canada to start their own family. But things didn’t go as they expected to be, that plan was starting to fall apart because Fiona is starting to fall out of love to Joaqy simply because he met another guy and that is Jason, a process engineer in their company. Fiona met Jason on a swimming party. At first, Jason didn’t notice Fiona until Ruel, a tacking technician throw Fiona in the pool. When Fiona was getting up from the pool, all guys stared at her as she was the only person there. The guys can’t take their eyes off to Fiona; they all stared on her gorgeous body. Her curves are as perfect as the 8oz coca cola bottle. Jason starts to flirt with Fiona as soon as she gets in their table. They talked from midnight till dawn. Fiona tried to resist Jason’s charms but she failed. She felt that there is a strong connection between the two of them, something that she can’t explain through words. She even felt “love at first sight” but Fiona assumes that after that night, everything will be back to its places, she’ll be an unnoticed operator and Jason will be he’s boss again but that didn’t happen. Jason got her mobile number and steal a kiss from her lips before she got off in the jeepney, and from there, Fiona and Jason’s affair started.

Fiona starts to sneak out from Joaqy every night just to be with Jason. 2 weeks after the affair starts, Fiona found out that Jason has a long time girlfriend; they’ve been together for 4 years now. By the time that Fiona found out about Jason’s girl, she felt like her heart was ripped off, her fantasy world slipped in her hands and broke into pieces. She confronts Jason about it, and he didn’t deny it. She starts to cry in Jason’s arms while he keeps on saying “sorry, I didn’t expect that we’ll go this far.” After that night, Fiona tries so hard to avoid Jason; she didn’t answer his text messages and calls, she even turn off her mobile phone just to get rid of him for a while. At work, she pretends that she was so busy at her work station whenever she sees that Jason is around and staring at her. The chasing just stops when Jason cornered her on the hallway and asks if they could talk. After work, Jason invited her in the bar where they usually hang out. He told Fiona that he likes her so much but can’t commit with her because he was already committed. She confess to Jason what she really felt, she told him that she already fall in love with him. After she confessed everything, Jason hugs her so tight and say “let’s try to work things out and see where it leads us”, Fiona agrees to him even though she knows that it was a wrong idea. She just told to herself that that wrong idea will give back her fantasy world again.

She had a hard time managing her time for Joaqy and Jason, it was really a hard time for her because Joaqy doesn’t know about Jason and Jason doesn’t know that Fiona also has a long time boyfriend. She intentionally didn’t tell it to Jason just to get even with him. From 8:30pm to 10:30pm she was with Joaqy but she make sure that she’s home around 10:45pm onwards because Jason will start to call her on her landline phone and might go to her place around 11:00pm. This schedule continues for 6 months. In those 6 months, Fiona always felt the guilt for Joaqy, she was so sure that she doesn’t love Joaqy anymore but she can’t break it to him. She knows that Joaqy can’t take it if she will break up with him just because of Jason. She also felt guilt for Jason but she can’t face the fact that Jason will leave her if he found out that she also has a long time boyfriend before him. So because of this dilemma, she decided that she will keep on pretending that everything is fine between her and Joaqy so that he will not get suspicious to her. Things keep on happening; Fiona filed her resignation letter to her manager and fixes all the papers she will need for the enrolment in school this coming June 2008.

But the time comes that some of the lies Fiona made was revealed. One night, Fiona made an excuse to Joaqy so she could go home early. 20 minutes after she got home, Jason called her just to check her if she’s already at home. Fiona asks Jason if he could come to her house so he could help her in some of her drawing plates. She didn’t realize that Joaqy is outside her house waiting for her to turn off the lights. Joaqy saw Jason entered Fiona’s house. He got so badly mad. He screams outside her house and made scandalous acts. Fiona was so lucky that Charmaine was in her house for sleep over. Fiona talks to Joaqy outside while Jason was locked in Fiona’s room with Charmaine. She manages to cover her lies with another lies, although she manage it all, she was still humiliated for what Joaqy did that night. She realized that she has now a valid reason to break-up with him. Fiona talked to Joaqy the next night, she said to him that thing aren’t working out and she feel so humiliated in her neighborhood, she made so many excuse just to play safe again. For Fiona, it is the only chance she had to break up with Joaqy; even though she know that it was wrong, she still stand for her decision, a wrong decision that will make her free from Joaqy to be able to grab the happiness with Jason. Joaqy beg Fiona for another chance, he said that he will not do that again and just do what Fiona wants him to do. But she still insists for a break-up. Joaqy loves Fiona so much so he just decided to set her free because he knows that it will make her happy. Fiona makes sure to him that they will still be good friends.

After Joaqy and Fiona broke up, things did well between Fiona and Jason. Although Jason needs to go to Singapore for unavoidable circumstances, they still agree to be on an “open relationship”. Long distance relationship between Jason and Fiona work out for 5 months, they communicate through emails and once a month Jason always make a call to Fiona. In February 2009, Fiona found out from Ruel that Jason came home to the Philippines. She got mad, because Jason didn’t inform her anything. She sends him an email asking for an explanation why he didn’t tell her that he will be back. 2 weeks past before she got her reply, he said “I’m sorry, I can’t continue everything that we had; I’m so thankful that once in my life, I met someone like you. Take care always”. After reading his email, tears starts to fall down in Fiona’s eyes. She knows that Jason might leave her but she didn’t expect that he will do it through email. She expects that Jason will tell it to her personally so they could still have chance to save the friendship, but it didn’t happen. Fiona cried for 3 days, and 2 nights since she received the email. She still wants to cry to ease the pain but there are no tears left. She decided to stand up again and face the world. She said “I’m ready to face the challenges of life that awaits me; I’m going to love and fix myself first, before I commit to another relationship. I know, life is tough but I can be tougher”. After the break-up, Fiona gets back on her feet, earn more friends and have her social life that once she has lost, she focused to her study and got good grades. And now, she realized that her wrong decisions made her what she was today.

Eennej 14 April 08

My Angel (Chapter 13)

Chapter 13




WOW!!!! It's been ages since my last visit to this place. hee young exclaimed with full of excitement.


well, that makes us two. the first time that i've been here was during the filming for COWARD's MV.. If i'm not mistaken, it was 3 years ago.


hee young haven't got a chance to pay attention on what saengie just said, for she was just amazed on the scenery that she saw from the car's window. it was already past lunch when they've reached the ski resort. he gives the key of his car to the valet driver. he headed to the compartment to get their luggage. hee young walked towards him to get her luggage but he never gave it to her. being a gentleman, he carried all the luggage inside the resort and headed to the reception area.



"Annyeonghaseyo! welcome to Wonderland Ski Resort, how may i help you?? " the receptionist greeted him with a bright smile.

2 regular rooms please.. he politely replied.

how many days are you planning to stay here?

3 days and 2 nights..

"can you fill up this form so i could process your rooms." the receptionist handed him the form. after he filled up all the information needed. he handed it back to the receptionist. it took a few minutes before the receptionist finished the processing of two rooms.

"here are your keys, Mr Heo. Enjoy your vacation here in our resort. feel free to call the customer service if you have any inquiry."

Kamsahamnida. he replied.


he headed to the place where hee young is staying. she was standing on the glass wall at the lobby, feeding her eyes with the scenery in front of her... amazing views of mountains, snow all over the place, and those people who play so hard with their friends or family..


do you like the place?? he asked.

ye. it's like a magical place that you can run to from a busy world.

here's your key. he handed the keys to here..

saengie ah......

uhm??

komawo.....

for what??

for letting me tagged along with you...

it's better to have someone to play with rather than come and play alone here right??? he said with a smile, letting his dimple show off..

she poked those dimples with her two hands and left..leaving saengie clueless on why did she do that for. ~_^


after having a few minutes of rest. they both decided to explore the resort. they stroll from here to there. savoring the simple moments. since saengie brought his camera with him, he secretly stole some shots of hee young.

"wow, she is a natural beauty..." he said while looking at the photos on his camera.

he got startled when someone throws a snowball to him. when he turned his back, another snowball hits his face. after he wiped off the snow on his face, he saw hee young giggling in his reaction...

hee young's smile is like a contagious disease for him.. every time he saw her smiling, he can't help but to smile too.. it's like her smile shrugged away his loneliness..

hours quickly passed while they were playing..it's already 7pm when they got back at the hotel to have their dinner. after dinner, they both decided to stay on the balcony of their rooms..

"looks like the star are all out tonight, shinning brightly in that dark sky.." she said while staring at the sky...

"do you know what cassiopeia is??" she asked..

"ye, it's a constellation consist of 5 stars." he replied.

for me, those 5 stars represents hyun joong, jungmin, hyung jun, kyu jong and young saeng. SS501 is my cassiopeia...

we are you're cassiopeia?? but why??

simply because you shine beautifully even in dark times of my life... you emit a certain kind of light that the triple s can't get enough... but do you know who among the five of you resemble cassiopeia the most???


who???


Its.. Heo.....Young....Saeng....

wae???


it''s because you're so vain when it comes to your looks specially when the camera is on. can''t help yourself to fix your hair every time you have the chance.

what does it have to do with cassiopeia???

because cassiopeia is vain when it comes to her beauty.. she said while gigling.

saengie just pout on what hee young just said..

"42......" she said.

42?? what do you mean 42?? he asked..

42 is finding the cassiopeia of my life....it's like a "to-do list" that i have except for my life...

what?? like getting a new personality??

anni..like "be in two places at once" , "get a tattoo"...

so what's your number one???

hee young looked at him and said. "i'll tell you but it is enough to kill you..."

saengie just give her a smirk after hearing what she have said. a few seconds later hee young's phone rang.

oh! it's min ho oppa, i've got to take this call.... goodnight!! then she headed to her room, leaving saengie on the balcony alone...


"hee young is surely something...i just can't figure it out why" he asked to himself while staring on the stars above him..


(Next Morning)


hee young and saengie headed to the dining hall to have their breakfast. when they were about to reach their table, someone approached hee young from behind.. he saw a guy wearing a white T-shirt with a checkered polo shirt on top plus a black thick jacket holding a white rose on his right hand.


OMO!!!! kyu!! you startled me...


Saengie turned his back when he heard the name "kyu" from hee young's mouth....

Kyu Jong???how did you know that we're here??? he asked him with a surprised look....


Annyeong young saeng hyung!!!!!he greeted him with a grin his mouth...

My Angel (Chapter 12)

That scent...it smells like a flower that is just starting to bloom during the spring."

Those hands... feels like a soft feather that gently caressing my bubbly cheeks

I really feel so blessed having this kind of things around..



These were the thoughts that first came up on saengie's mind as soon as he gain his consciousness this morning. he slowly opened his eyes as soon as he felt that someone is wiping his face with a cold damp towel..


hee young ah??? he asked while his blurred vision starting to get clear and clearer.

Uhm..?? she replied while continuing on wiping his face with a damp towel and arranging his fringe every time the towel touches it.

saengie got speechless when he saw her sitting beside him. her hair tied up exposing her fair skin shoulder. she's wearing a green tank top and a black jogging pants...her cheeks were naturally pinkish that makes her more attractive.

then he remembered how hee young looked like yesterday when she attend his party..

"yeh-peu-dah" he whispered..


"huh??" what did you say??

uhmm... nothing.. by the way, what are you doing here?? and why are you wiping my face with a damp cloth?

you've got a mild fever earlier this morning. so to prevent it from getting worse, I continuously wiped the upper part of your body with a cold damp towel to reduce the heat.

He looked at his body and got surprised that he was already wearing his pajamas. he tried so hard to remember if he manage to change his clothes before going to bed but he failed.


are you the one who changed my clothes?? he asked shyly.

ye.. why?

he immediately pulled the blanket to cover up his face.

hee young just chuckled to his reaction.

"Pabo!!" she said while pulling down his blanket.

why would i change your clothing without your permission??

then who did it??

Kyu did it for you. he's the one who brings you home when you passed out from drinking soju yesterday..


komawo hee young....thank you...

thank you?? for what??

for taking good care of me, for letting me live more comfortable than before.

there's nothing to be thanked for, my job is to take good care of you and manage everything that you need..

would you mind if i asked something personal??

what is it???

don't you have a boyfriend??

why did you ask??

its just that i don't want you to get caught in between of your job and your personal relationship.

i never had it, not even once..

really?? why??

i don't know.. it seems like i haven't found him yet...i've got courted so many times before but i can't feel any connections with them. in my 24 years of existence, there are only three guys who knows me so well...

who???


appa, min ho oppa and kyu.. she replied as she continue on wiping saengie's body with a towel.

kyu??? as in kim kyu jong??? he asked with disbelief because he thought that kyu was just a simple schoolmate of her.


ye... me and kyu are best buddies during our high school years. due to our closeness, we often got mistaken to be a couple. maybe that is one of the reason why the guys in our school never attempt to court me... she said with chuckles.

saengie found himself pouting after he heard everything she said about kyu.. on the other hand, hee young put a digital thermometer on saengie's left ear and turn it on.

36.6 degree celsius, i think you're fine now.. just have a plenty of sleep now and take a lot of water so you could recover easily...lianne unnie told me that the company gave you and the rest of the group a one week vacation so use it to have a full rest arraso??



"De..." was the only word he manage to say. he tuck himself in his bed.


just call me if ever you ever need something, i'll be on my room.. if you get hungry, there's a cooked food on the kitchen.

hee young leaves saengie's room after she gives the instructions.



saengie rest for the whole day. while hee young spend her time by reading her books...they have their dinner together at the kitchen..


hee young ah...you don't have any plans tomorrow right??


opso.. wae??


i want to play.. so a ski resort would be the perfect place for it.

but you just got better from fever...

kwenchana, don't worry about it.. i can handle it.. he said with smile..

arasso, but you have to promised that we'll have to go home immediately if your fever strikes back.

promise! he replied.

okay then, take your rest now..

he just nod at her and headed back to his room..


why do i always have a strange feeling every time you're around?.. why does my heart beat so fast whenever you are few inches away from me?... even your natural scent drives me crazy... i hope i can answer these questions as soon as we get back from this vacation...he said to himself...

My Angel (Chapter 11)

saengil chukha hamnida~~
saengil chukha hamnida~!
Sa rang ha nuen Young Saengie
saengil chukha hamnida!!





Youngsaeng started to open his eyes little by little as he heard someone is singing a birthday song in a soft and sweet voice early in the morning. when he's vision is starting to get clear and clearer, he saw hee young holding a cupcake with lots of lit candles on it.

Saengil chukhae youngsaeng!!!! she greeted him.


Happy Birthday to you too!! he replied in full english.


blow the candles before they melt in to your cupcake..


hmmm.. i think we should blow it together since it's your birthday too..


okay.. in the count of three...


one...


two...

but before she could finish it, saengie already blown the candles.


YAH! i thought we're going to blow it together?? she complained.


Anni. i want to sing a birthday song for you too.. he stood up and open his drawer to get a lighter. hee young in the other hand let her eyes followed him and trying to figure out what he is doing.. a few seconds later saengie return to his bed where hee young is sitting. he took the cupcake, lit the candles again and start to sing a happy birthday song in english.



Happy birthday to you...
Happy birthday to you...
Happy birthday, happy birthday....
Happy birthday Hee Young..


She smiled to him before blowing the candles...


"Komawo" they said to each other in chorus...

Oops!! we forgot something! he exclaimed...

what is it???

we forgot to have our wishes before blowing it... let's do it again... but this time we're going to do it together..

do we really need to do it?? she said with chuckle.

of course!. he started to lit the candles again.

let's have our wishes now...

both of them closed their eyes.

Hee young's POV

"God thank you for giving me another year to live, i hope that you could still give me another one. i am just starting to cope up in another world so help me to discover the happiness that this world might bring to me..."

end of POV


YoungSaeng's POV

"Thank you for all the blessings that you've given me. the life, fame, love from those people who like me especially the triple s. please keep us all away from harm. thank you..."


when their eyes opened, youngsaeng start to count of three..

one


two


three!

they blown the candles on the cupcake and give each other a smile.


what did you asked for?? he asked.

why should i tell you??? it might get jinx. how about you??

you don't tell me your wish and now you're expecting that i'll tell mine??? you might jinx it too so i won't tell..


arraso.. let have our breakfast and seaweed soup that i've prepared while you are knocked down on your bed earlier this morning..

saengie looked at the clock and found out that it was already 9am. luckily he doesn't have scheduled activity today so he could enjoy his special day.


(on the kitchen)

Uhmmm.. hee young ah...

ye?? she answered while pouring the seaweed soup on the small bowl.

hee young ah....

ye???

hee young ah....

What?????? are you trying to call my name for the whole day???

I just want to ask if you have plans for tonight???

wae??

i'm going to held a dinner party for my birthday tonight, i was hoping that you could come with me??


did you forget that it's my birthday too??? i got plans later so it must be impossible for me to come. and besides we're already celebrating the first part of our birthday. having breakfast together and blowing the candles on a cupcake, wouldn't be enough??

well, if you change your mind? just give me a call and i'll tell you the address.he replied.

in some unexplainable reason, he felt a pinch in his heart when she said that she couldn't come..

why am i like this?? he asked confusedly to himself.



(Young Saeng's Party)

Hyung! you've invited our dancers too!! hyung jun said happily while looking around as if was looking for someone.

of course, they are part of the team too. don't worry hyungjun ah, i already invited her and she said that she'll come so stop looking around.

who?? he asked like he doesn't know whom his hyung talking about.

stop playing dumb turtle!! you already know whom youngsaeng hyung was talking about. jungmin said.

is it really that obvious??? he asked while his face are starting to turn red because of shyness..

hyunjoong and youngsaeng just nod to him. kyujong in the other hand is looking around while sipping his champagne.

looks like she's not going to youngsaeng hyung's party since it's her birthday too..

he put his hand on his pocket and pull out something from it..

A diamond star necklace.. the necklace that he bought yesterday..he knows that hee young love to watch the stars at night. there was even a time that they'll watch it together when they are still young..

will i be able to give it to her??? will she accept it??. this questions linger on his mind.

kyujongie??? are you okay???youngsaeng asked.

Yes hyung....by the way, saengil chukhae! he greeted.

komawo... youngsaeng replied..

the guest are enjoying their time in the party. chatting, eating, having drinks. after a few minutes later, their attention were gathered on the entrance of the restaurant. a young lady wearing an off shoulder button up shirt with waist-cinching belt and a silver jimmy choo stilleto that give classic casual charm is standing at the front door.

when the ss501 boys are on their way to her, a guy suddenly appeared from her back. she intertwined her arm to the arm of the guy next to her. all of them got shocked when they saw hee young. she walks toward to the boys and greet them.

Annyeonghaseyo! sorry for crashing to your party without notice. she said to youngsaeng.

it's okay. would you mind to introduced us to your boyfriend? he ask in a jealous tone.

boyfriend?? anni! he's my brother Lee Min Ho. Min Ho oppa these are the guys that im talking about..

she introduced the boys to his brother one by one and emphasize that saengie is her boss. after introducing them to each other he recognized kyujong.

oh! kyujong, is that you?? you've grown up so well.

yeah hyung.. thanks.

their conversation cut out when a guy suddenly approach Min Ho. It's his college friend so he excuse himself for a while to catch up with him leaving the boys and hee young behind.


Noona! i never thought that you were so beautiful with your make up on! hyung jun complemented.

So you're saying that im not beautiful without make up???

That's not what he meant, you're beautiful without it but you were dazzling tonight... all we need is wings to make you look like an angel. jungmin added.

did jungmin just defend hyungjun??? wow! can i call it a miracle?? hyunjoong said..

all of them chuckled.

you said that you were not gonna make it?? you said that you have a birthday plans too. youngsaeng asked..

it's noona's birthday too??? why didn't you tell us noona?? hyungjun asked

it's because you didn't bother to asked. she replied to hyungjun and messed his fringe.

i just stopped by to see you guys here. i have a dinner date with min ho oppa so we'll be going ahead. she replied to youngsaeng.

your going to leave now?? but you just got here, aren't you going to treat us since its your birthday too??. hyunjoong asked.

Mianhe, but i already have a date tonight. how about if im going to cook for you in my house or on youngsaeng's place if you have free time, would that be okay as a treat?

promised??? jungmin with a pleading look??

ye. promised. i'll go now. see you tomorrow!


shall we go to the next place now guys??? youngsaeng asked.

yeah, we should get out of here now. kyujong said.

the guys headed to the bar where they usually hang out. they have a special room there. they play, joke around and drank themselves until most of them passed out.
kyujong and jungmin were the only one who's still up. they already expected that this will happen so they didn't drink much. after they paid the bills, kyujong take in charge to youngsaeng and jungmin to hyunjoong and hyungjun.

kyu, send hyung to his house arasso?? then i'll do the same with these two. see you tom.

then both of them headed to their cars.


(Youngsaeng's house)


kyujong tucked his hyung to his bed and place a glass of water in case his hyung might be thirsty when he woke up.

"I envy you hyung, for having the chance to live with her, my first love." he said to his sleeping hyung.

when he was about to leave the house, he saw hee young on the door..

oh.. kyujong, what are you doing here?? she asked.

i just drove hyung back here. he passed out from drinking.

I see.. are you going home now? please be careful. drive safely.

he smiled..

hee young ah.... saengil chukahae. .

thanks kyu!

then he handed the necklace to her.

what's this??

it's a necklace, my present for you..

it's beautiful. komawo! is this mean that i'm already forgiven.

de. i realized that i missed my bestfriend, just don't do it again.

if you have to leave then just tell me.. i promised that i won't forgive you next time.

arasso... thanks again kyu! then she gave him a short hug.

im going now. goodnight!! he headed to his car and leave.


"if the time comes that i have to leave, I promised that i'll give you a proper goodbye...." she said then a tear fell on her cheek...

My Angel (Chapter 10)

It was the same day as the SS501 debut....

Everybody on the radio booth got shocked on kyujong''s disclosure about his first love. Even him got shocked as he suddenly blurted things regarding to this matter.

"Oh no.... i should've said it" he murmured to himself.

The Dj broke the brief silence on the booth by giving a follow up question.

what did you do after meeting her? he asked.

i just greeted her. i don't want to make our conversation longer because i might caught up by that moment and be moved by our sudden meeting.

WOW.... that must be hard for you..

yes it is...

well moving on.. would you guys like to say something to your fans that are listening right now???

De. to our beloved Triple S, please support our new mini album "REBIRTH" that contain our latest song "LOVE LIKE THIS". kamsahamnida. Hyungjun said.

Please support LOVE LIKE THIS for it contain a powerful addictive dance track that everybody would enjoy... jungmin added.


you've heard it all here folks! only here in Starry Night... Now these boys will give us the privilege to here them sing the live version of their latest song LOVE LIKE THIS..said by the DJ.

The guys grab their mics and put the headphones on, positioned themselves on the other side of the booth and start singing


Hey Girl, ijen neoreul boyeojwo naege
Geuman neoui mameul
Won't you, my girl (my girl)

Hangsang mangseorineun neon jeongmal babo
Jeongmal neoneun babo
O~ malhaejwoyo

Wae, neon moreuni
Neon nal moreuni
Neol wonhaneun nae mam modu da gajyeogajwo

Naege geochim eobsi
Tteollim eobsi your love!


Chorus:
Love, naege wa. neon, like this.
So Love, gidarin neoran girl
True love, dagawa neon like this.
One Love, neon naege neon naegero

Love, naege wa. neon, like this.
So Love, gidarin neoran girl
True love, dagawa neon like this.
One Love, neon naege neon naegero

Hey Girl! oneul ttara deo yeppeo boyeo.
Nae mamui Key~juin baro neon Girl~

Neol tteoollimyeon, naneun neomu tteollyeo
Sojunghan neo baro naui Baby Baby

Wae, neon moreuni, wae
Neon nal moreuni wae
Neol wonhaneun nae mam modu da gajyeogajwo.

Ttan geon pillyo eobseo
Ojik wonhaneun geon Your Love!

Love, naege wa. neon, like this.
So Love, gidarin neoran girl
True love, dagawa neon like this.
One Love, neon naege neon naegero

Love, naege wa. neon, like this.
So Love, gidarin neoran girl
True love, dagawa neon like this.
One Love, neon naege neon naegero

I need you,
You need me.
Urineun gyeolguk hamkke hal kkeoya
Mangseorijima, naman ttarawa
Ijen yeah


Love, naege wa. neon, like this.
So Love, gidarin neoran girl
True love, dagawa neon like this.
One Love, neon naege neon naegero

Love, naege wa. neon, like this.
So Love, gidarin neoran girl
True love, dagawa neon like this.
One Love, neon naege neon naegero


after they ended the radio show, the guys give their thanks for the staffs on the radio station then headed out to their van.


(On the van)


Kyujongie, what was that about?? Hyunjoong asked.

why did you suddenly talked about meeting with your first love? youngsaeng added.

Mianhe hyung for being careless, it's just came out on my mouth without noticing it.

our fans might take it negatively. jungmin commented.

I dont think so, we got the most understanding fans in the world; our dear triple s. I know that they'll understand kyujong's feeling regarding on his first love. besides, it's already in the past so there's nothing to worry about right kyujong?? hyungjun said happily.

Yeah.. i think so...

but if ever you ever need someone to listen, don't hesitate to approach us arasso?? youngsaeng said to him with a look on his eyes that tells him that he can count on them.

Komawo youngsaeng hyung....i'll keep that in mind. by the way, your birthday will be 3 days from now, do you already furnished your plans??

De. i already booked an exclusive restaurant, im planning to make it more intimate by inviting our close friends and the staffs on DSP. then we're going to have another celebration just for five of us. what do you think??

That sounds good!! it's been a long time since the five of us got out for a drink.. Hyungjun replied while playing with his PSP.


"I wonder if Hee Young already got a plan for her birthday.. i hope she could come on my party too.." Youngsaeng murmured.

Her birthday is coming...ottoke?? kyu jong asked himself.





sorry guys for making this chapter a very short one compared to the other chaps.. need to review my notes for a while since im going to have an exam this afternoon....

next chapter will be focused on hee young and yongsaeng's birthday. including the events that will change saengie and kyu's feelings towards hee young..

My Angel (Chapter 9)

Chapter 9


"Annyeonghaseyo kyujongie!!! how have you been???"


He cleared his throat before he manage to respond.


I'm doing good. How about you??


I wish that i was doing good too. She replied.


you know each other?? Youngsaeng asked.


De, we're schoolmates when we are in highschool. kyujong replied.


I see, would you accompany her while im having my make up done?


Sure, no problem.


Hee young and kyujong sat on the couch while jungmin, hyung jun and hyun joong are in the other side of the salon, looking at the scripts for their radio guesting later.


Kyu jongie, Mianhe.. she said in a low tone.


For what??


For not letting you to come at the airport 5 years ago. I know that your mad at me for that.


And how did you know?


Because i know you too well..I'm really sorry for leaving without notice.


Can we not talk about this now? Kyu jong bow down a little to hide his teary eyes.


Hee young just nod. "Just let me know if you want to talk about it, i really hoped that i can make it up to you. i also hope that we can bring back what we have back then."


I'll just check the boys with their scripts. He said as an excuse to avoid her then he headed to the other members.


She gives a heavy sigh after kyujong left her in the couch. she really feel sorry for him. she didn't want to leave him on the day that he was about to debut as a singer but she have to.


Flashback


(5 years ago)


She was packing her clothes when kyu jong called her in the phone.

Yoboseo??


Hee young ah... don't you dare miss my debut stage alright?? If you don't show up......I'll...


What will you do if i didn't show up???

I'm going to get your most precious Yoona (life size teddy bear) and im not going to give her back again..


Arasso... i won't missed it.... she replied with chuckle.


kyujongie, you know that i'm always here for you with or without my presence right??


Ye, why?


then, can you promised me something??


What is it??


promised me that you're going to give your best in everything you do, that you will pursue your dream no matter what happen.


I promised to my best buddy that i'll do my best to protect my dream just the way i protect her.


Komawo kyujongie.... do your best tomorrow alright??? show them the fruit of your hardship in training..

Arraso...tell to min ho hyung that i said "Hi". i have to go now, i need to have a full rest.. Good night hee young ah....see you in dreamland later....


Good night....


Tears starting to fall in her eyes as soon as she ended the call...


Mianhe kyu jong.... i really don't want to part with you in this way, especially on the day of your debut. i wan't to be there but i'm starting to ran out of time. i promised that i'll be back and give all the explanations that you need. i hope that everything will be fine....


(On the day of kyujong's debut)


Hee young ah... let's go, the car is waiting outside...


Just a minute.. she replied.


She dialed kyujong's number for several times but he didn't answered it. sending him a voice message was her last option.


Chukahae kyu jongie!! you've made it.. just always do your best in everything.Sorry if i missed your debut stage, i'm about to leave korea now. i think im no longer in korea by the time you receive this message. i'm really sorry if i didn't tell you about this. please take care of Yoona (teddy bear) for me...i promised that i'll be back soon.


end of flashback


"i wish that i could tell you the reason why i have to leave that time..." she muttered to herself.


At the Radio Station

DJ Inroduction:

Today, five of the most hottest idols in korea will be on Starry Night. they've made their debut 5 years ago and now considered as Hallyu stars that is known all over asia.. let's all welcome SS5O1!!!.


Hello, we're SS5O1!. the boys said in chorus.


Please introduce yourselves....


Annyeonghaseyo. I am ss5O1's forever center, kyu jong. nice to meet you!


Annyeonghaseyo. I am ss5O1's sexy charisma, jung min.


Annyeonghaseyo. I am ss5O1's youngest member, hyung jun.


Annyeonghaseyo. I am ss5O1's leader hyun joong, nice to meet you


Annyeonghaseyo. I am ss5O1's little prince, youngsaeng. nice to meet you.


After the self introduction, the dj start to fire questions for the boys. all of them talked happily for almost an hour until they reached the last question.


"What is the most surprising thing that happened to you lately"


"I saw a fan waving a sign saying "Kim Hyun Joong! let me have your baby!"".. all of them bust in to laughter.


well, i think that triple S are really infected by the SS5O1 Disease.. the DJ said with chuckle. How about you kyu joong ssi?


I saw my first love recently...


"Whoooah"... all of them in chorus.


Can you tell us more about it???


Well, i met my first love several years ago. we became best of friends and I started to have special feelings for her. I was about to confess my feelings to her but she already left korea. it was also the same day that SS501 debut......

My Angel (Chapter 8)

Chapter 8


Hee Young's POV



Life is like a library owned by the author.

In it are a few books which he wrote himself,

but most of them were written for him.

-Harry Emerson Fosdick




"I hope i could have enough time to write more books in my life. books which includes the story of those people who are now starting to become a part of my life." Hee young said to herself while standing beside the window and holding a notebook on her right hand.


end of POV

After having a shower, she headed to the kitchen to prepare their breakfast.


she was on her way to the kitchen when her phone vibrates.


Yoboseo?? Oh! unnie!!! goodmorning!!


Hee young ah, mianhe but i can't drop by to gave you saengie's schedule, some personal matter came up so i have to deal with it.. He only have one tv guesting today at 10am. tell him that he should be on the salon before 9am then off to the Mnet Station with the rest of the group.


De, unnie...


goodluck on your first day as saengie's P.A!


Thanks unnie!!! have a good day!


As she headed to the kitchen, she was wondering what should she prepare for breakfast..


Hmmm... I think i should prepare him the breakfast that i usually serve to Min Ho oppa...


She brought out the eggs, hotdogs, peanut butter and jelly spread then she put the bread on the oven toaster for a few minutes. she also make brewed coffee when she the coffee beans and a coffee maker at the side of the kitchen.


All set! i think i should wake him up now since it's already 7:30am. i just hope that i wouldn't have hard time on waking him up.


After setting the table, hee young goes to youngsaeng's room.


Knock.....Knock.....Knock..... Young saeng??

Knock.....Knock.....Knock..... it's time to wake up..


She didn't get any response after knocking a few more time.


Why does he not answering me?? is he still asleep?? what should i do?? will he get annoyed if i entered his room without his permission? aish... im going crazy now!

then she remember what her unnie said yesterday.

you're job will start by waking him up.. he's kinda a heavy sleeper so you should be persistent on waking him up...

Snap out from your questions Lee Hee Young!! it's your job to wake him up so get your ass inside his room and drag him if necessary to wake up.!! she told her self.


She slowly open the door, peak a little to confirm if he is really asleep. She saw youngsaeng sleeping like a baby in his bed. she walk towards the bed and stop for a while..


wow, he looks like an angel when sleeping....


she sit down on the side of his bed and nudge him a little.


Youngsaeng.... youngsaeng...wake up... it's time for breakfast..


youngsaeng turned to see who's nudging him. he rubbed his eyes for a little and saw the clear image of his P.A's face. He pushed himself up so he could sit.


What time is it?? he asked.


it's already 7:45am.. you must get up now to have breakfast or else you're going to be late.


what's for breakfast??


come and see! hee young hold his hands and pulled him up.


arasso, i'll just wash my face first.


hee young left his room so he could fix himself. after 15mins, youngsaeng was still in his room. his P.A is starting to get pissed. She goes back to his room and got a little more pissed on what she saw.

YAH! Heo Young Saeng!!!! why are you still in bed??? didn't i tell you to wash up so you could have you breakfast!!!


10 minutes...... more... youngsaeng moaned.


Andwei, if you're still not up in the count of five, i promised you'll regret it.


Youngsaeng ignored her.


five


four


three


two


one!



She lift the blanket and tossed it on the ground. held youngsaeng's hand and pull it as much as she can.


BLAG! youngsaeng fall on the floor.


Ouch!!! Yah! that hurts! he whinned


I told you that you'll regret it. do you want me to drag you till we reach the kitchen??


anni. let's go..


he got up and followed her in the kitchen..


WOW!!! Peanut butter jelly!!!! it's been a while since i had this in breakfast. Komawo!!!


Hee young just smiled on his reaction. she watched him like she was watching a child enjoying his favorite food.


You really liked it, do you??


Ye, i' only got a chance to eat it when my mom is here in seoul. thanks again!! aren't you gonna eat with me??


no, im already full by just watching you eat the foods that i prepared.


she gently push the glass of milk towards to him. he drink it then take a last bite of his sandwich.


it is already 8:50am when they got off to the salon.



Luckily there's no traffic so it only took 20mins drive. Both of them got off from the car and headed to the salon. Hee young just followed youngsaeng. a few seconds later, they we're in front of a private room.


Hee young ah, uhmmm... just want to warn you about the members. they can be a little excited when they saw a new face around so i hope that you could bare they're presence.


You don't have to tell me that. i know how to handle guys. just don't worry about it.


He opened the door and saw that the make up of the four guys are already done. he was just on time for his turn.

Oh! youngsaeng hyung, you're here! we thought that you're going to be late again. OMO!!! who's that angel behind you? hyungjun said with a playful smile.

the guys except kyujong turned their eyes to youngsaeng when they heard what hyung jun said.


Well, i think that the word LATE will be erased in my vocabulary for a while. by the way, boys this is LEE HEE YOUNG, my new personal assistant. Hee young ah this are my boys.

The guys start their introduction one by one..


Annyeonghaseyo!! Kim Hyun Joong imnida, leader of SS501.


Annyeonghaseyo!! Park Jungmin imnida, but you can call me sexy charisma.


Annyeonghaseyo!! Kim Hyung Jun imnida, please call me junnie.


Everyone was expecting that kyujong will introduce himself right after hyung jun.. but he remained speech less after he saw youngsaeng's new P.A.


"Why are you here?? why did you come back? It's been a long time since you left but why do i feel that it just happened yesterday???" Kyujong said to himself.


He' snapped out from his own thought when he heard her speak.



"Annyeonghaseyo kyujongie!!! how have you been???"



that voice...the only voice that could make my heart jump out from its place.. why do i have to hear it again??? why???... he said to himself.

My Angel (Chapter 7)

AT DSP Studio



"Kai Bai Po!" (Draw Match)

"Kai Bai Po!" (hyungjun win)

"Kai Bai Po!" (kyujong win)




"Kai Bai Po!" ASA!!!! Kyujong exclaimed as he won over hyung jun.

Hyungjun ah, you owe me Ice popsicles for four.. kyujong said with grin to hyunjun.

Why can't i win over against you??...hyungjun whinned for a whille.

can i just give the money to liane noona and let her buy your popsies??

andwei! the bet is that your going to buy me popsies personally..

but i'm too tired to get out..

you should have thought of it before you made a bet on me.

fine! just tell manager hyung that i'm out for a while to buy you some popsies.

arasso.... don't forget the part that you will took pictures while buying it..

do i really have to do it????

if you didn't do it, i'll tell jungmin that you hide his panda eye mask for revenge..

aishh....why did i bet on a devil like you! hyungjun replied with a pout.



Hyungjun got off while kyujong is watching tv. a few minutes later. hyunjoong came out from the music room..


oh kyujongie, where's the turtle??

he's buying us some popsies??

really??? that stingy person will buy us popsies???


hyung, let's just say that i have some ways to make him pull some won to buy us some foods..


can you do it more often?? hyunjoong asked kyujong with a grin in his mouth.


Kyujong just laughed on his hyung's question.

a few minutes later, jungmin and youngsaeng came out from the music room. jungmin is holding a laptop while watching their previous performances.

hyunjoong hyung, do you still have difficulties in making the l.o.v.e sign in the chorus part???? most of the performances have those NGs.

did i?? hyunjoong asked.


see for yourself. jungmin handed the laptop to his hyung.


ah! i remembered it! i got distracted by the fan's banner that time. the one that say's "Kim Hyun Joong MARRY ME!!!"


all of them burst in to laughter.


Well, I guess our Triple S love us that much to the extent that they want to marry us. Kyujong said.


Yeah, consider ourselves lucky that they were still there supporting us in all way that they can even though we've been gone for one year and seven months. hyungjun commented after he closed the door.


Oh! hyungjun ah! where did you came from?? jungmin asked.


I got lose from a bet so i buy some popsicles for you guys.


Wow!! our stingy baby got us some popsies?!?! youngsaeng teased hyungjun.


all of them chuckled. hyungjung distributed the popsicles that he bought. after they finished it, they decided that they should call it a day since all of them finished the rehearsal.


Youngsaengie, aren't you gonna ride with us? hyunjoong asked.


anni. i brought my car and besides im going to stop by somewhere before i go home.



somewhere? going to a girl's house hyung? hyungjun asked with a grin..


Yah! turtle! stop being so nosy, all of us knows that we don't have much time on dating right now due to our schedule.


arasso, just drive safely. bye!


the four boys got off to the van while saengie ride on his car.


"Got to buy some ramen before going home, i haven't got enough food earlier due to practice" young saeng said to himself.



@ Young Saeng's House




Ye Min Ho oppa, i'm already hereat the house. Hee young said


good. so how does the house look? Min Ho asked.


The house got a good ambiance. i was shocked when i first got here, everything was in proper places considering that a guy lives here. i was expecting that it would be more like your apartment in L.A, messy and unorganized. Hee Young teased her brother.


Yah!! Lee Hee Young! why did you suddenly comparing me to that guy??


Well, i just thought that all guys are the same when it comes to managing their own house. looks like i'm wrong in coming up with that thought.


Aishhh.. your day wouldn't be complete without teasing me, don't you??


Just a little.. Hee young chuckled. oppa i need to go, youngsaeng will be here in any minute. i have to prepare him something for dinner.


youngsaeng???


ye, he was the one whom i need to take care of from now on. if time permits, i'll introduce him to you.


arasso. just be careful okay? have you brought your medicines with you??


Yes, i have it with me.


don't forget to eat it on time. Min ho said to his sister with a worried tone.


don't worry oppa, i can handle myself from here. be careful too!! don't skip your meals, and don't pressure yourself too much on work. i have to go, annyeong oppa!!! see you in deam land later. good night!


good night my precious.


Hee Young dropped the call and headed to the kitchen. She opened the refrigerator and get the foods that she bought earlier..


Since it's already late, a heavy meal wouldn't be good for him, i'll just cook ramen.. She said to herself.


She starts to prepare the food. when it is almost done, she heard a sound of car engine outside. she turn off the burner, take off the apron, and fix herself a little then he headed to the living room.


Youngsaeng's POV

Why there is a car parked in front of my house??? he said to himself as he make his way on the front door. when he entered the house, he stared the girl who's standing in front oh him.

End of POV



Annyeonghaseyo! you're youngsaeng right??


youngsaeng just nod and asked "Ye, and who are you??"


oh! i forgot to introduce myself. Annyeonghaseyo! Lee Hee Young imnida. i'm your new P.A. Liane unnie drop me off here a few hours ago.


youngsaeng just stared at her from head to foot. he didn't expect that her noona can find him a P.A that easily since she knew that he was kinda picky when it comes to those people around him. He just got snapped from his own thoughts when hee young called his name twice..


Young saeng?? Youngsaeng?? is there something wrong?? do i have dirt on my face?? cause i'm starting to feel awkward to those stare that your throwing to me.. hee young chuckle.


Mianhe, just got lost from my own thoughts. youngsaeng said and gave her a little smile.


did you have your dinner already?? she asked.


Ye, but i only ate a little due to our practice.


do you want to eat?? i prepared ramen for you.


how can you prepare the ramen??


well, i simmer the noodles in the water, then i add the seasoning a few minute later and put some eggs on it. hee young replied sarcastically.


anni.... i mean, how can you prepare it without any stocks in my refrigerator. i've just bought some groceries now. he lifts the plastic bag that he was holding to show her the groceries.


i bought some instant goods earlier, i already expect that your refrigerator only contain drinks since you are used to have dinner outside.


come on, let's eat...she said.


youngsaeng followed her to the kitchen. pulled the chair on the other side and sat on it as he watch her pour the ramen in his bowl. she handed him the chopsticks and spoon. youngsaeng starts to eat the ramen that hee young prepared for him.


How old are you? youngsaeng asked.


24 years old but i believe that i am 25 here in korea, i was born on nov 3, 1986.


youngsaeng caught something in his throat and got a little choke.


kwenchana?? hee young panickly asked. she ran towards to the kitchen to get him a water. she let him drink it while patting his back.


mianhe if i got you startled, i was just got surprised when you said that your brthday is november 3 1986.


wae??


it's because i have the same birthday as yours.. youngsaeng smiled while sipping the soup of the ramen.


really???? what a coincidence.


yeah, it is.


well, i hope that we could get along well..


we can if your okay with my conditions.


conditions? hee young asked.


Yeh, 3 conditions. first, don't disturb me when i don't have schedules. i prefer to spend it by having a plenty of sleep. i always want my things in proper places. and lastly, i hate fish and potatoes so refrain yourself from adding it on the food that you're going to prepare for me. get it??


if that's the case, i should tell my condition too.. hee young replied with a smile.


you have condition too???


yeah. don't worry, i only have one.


and what is it???


"you have to promise that you won't fall in love with me.."


youngsaeng just smiled on what he heard and looked to hee young.


"Thats not a problem...." He replied, then he headed to his room as he finished his food... ~_^

My Angel (Chapter 6)

Liane's POV

After the costume fitting of the boys, She send them to their rehearsal room..She put the costumes in their respective places and headed to the lobby where hee young is waiting for her.



Flashback:

Yoboseo??

Hi unnie! min ho oppa let me do the job that you are offering, i just want to know if when will i start??


Hmm.. do you want to start today???

Of course!! but i haven't pack my things yet. i mean i already packed it but haven't got the chance to put it in the car..

hee young ah, why do u sound so excited??

do i??? hee young chuckled..

yes you are.. don't worry about your things... maybe i'm going to discuss you some details about your work. and i'lll give you a tour on young saeng's house.

so he's name is young saeng??

Ye. Heo Young saeng.

Isn't he the one who should tour me around the house??

He does have a rehearsal today and it'll be finish late.

oh i see... so where should we meet??

do you know where dsp media located??

Yeah..

ok then, meet me in 1 hour on the dsp lobby...

Uhmm unnie... can you make it 2 hours??

wae???

well im going to go back to my house to get my things. at least some of my stufs..

Arasso. just call me when you arrive at the lobby.. bye...



end of flashback



Lee Hee Young! liane called..

Unnie.. so this is DSP MEDIA, hmm.. i think i'll be spending sometime here with you...

Ye, and i'm really looking forward to work with you.. liane smiled. Let's go. i'll discuss everything while were on the way to young saeng's apartment.

The two girls left the lobby with their arms intertwined.


(On the car)

As i said before, you're job will start by waking him up.. he's kinda a heavy sleeper like hyun joong so you should be persistent on waking him up...

Hyun Joong???

Ye, he's the leader of their group. You'll meet him soon with the rest of the members.. As i was saying, just be persistent. but before you wake him up, be sure that his breakfast is ready.

what does he eat during breakfast??

hmm anything, but he loves bread with peanut butter jelly on it. if he doesn't have a schedule, let him do whatever he wants. but he just usually stays in the house, watch some dvd or lay down in his bed for the whole day...

if he has a schedule, you'll tag along with him everywhere.. don't let sweat ruin his make up before the performance. help him with the scripts if necessary, always carry a bottle of water with you..make sure that he'll finish his food on time. you must know that time management is a must in this kind of job..

do i have a day off too???

well,, it'll depend on his schedule. basically, he can control your time since you are his PA.

do they perform overseas???

Ye.

do i have to tag along with him too???

hmm... we haven't talk about it. all your expenses will be shouldered to him. so it depends to him if he'll tag along with you overseas. just feel free to ask him if you have any question.


here we are.....


Heo Young Saeng's Apartment




Liane tour Hee young to the whole house.....


Living Room



Dining Area



Bathroom



Heo Young Saeng's Room



Lee Hee Young's Room



WOW!! Unie, are you sure that it is a GUY who lives here?? Hee young asked

Wae??

Everything here is well organized. if i'm going to compare this in my brother's apartment in LA, there will be a turn of 180 degrees...

Young Saeng is the most organize one in the group, he wants everything to be in proper places. and besides there is an ahjumma who maintain this place as clean as possible.

where is she??

she comes when he's not around.

does she have a key too???

Ye. and this is your keys... Liane handed over the keys to hee young...

Well, I'm going to leave you here, i need to get back to the studio.

Wae? are you gong to leave me alone here?? can i come with you instead??

Just get yourself familiarize in this house, make yourself comfortable.. liane look at her watch.. Young saeng will be here in two hours. so put your things in your room... then prepare his dinner later..I'll drop by tomorrow to give you young saeng's schedule.

okay.. take care unnie.....see you tomorrow....

Liane leave the house. Hee Young looked around, "This guy sure has a taste..." she said to herself.....

My Angel (Chapter 5)

Hee Young slowly opened her eyes as the sunlight rays from her window strikes in her face. she blinked her eyes for a little before trying to get herself up so she could turn in to sitting position. She grab a book on her table and headed to a swing located on the corner of her room beside the sliding door.

She open the small book on the bookmarked page as she sit on the swing.


"Time is an ethereal and sometimes cruel goddess. In her relentless passing, she steals away our youth and vitality, often in ways that seem insignificant until we finally realize how much she has taken. Still, she is also a generous deity, who offers to replace what she has seized with a deeper wisdom and a clearer vision of life's enigmas. In this sense, time can be our most powerful ally--if we are patient enough."
---Michael Kelleher

She close the book after reading a short inspirational quotation in it. The book was given by her aunt who passed away a few years ago. Her aunt personally write her collection of favorite quotations from some known people in to the said book.

She put down the book on the swing and slid the door of her own garden.Her dad renovate the house and build  an indoor garden next to her room 2 years ago. it was a gift for her 23rd birthday.

She walk towards to the glass window to see the blue sky. Take a deep breath as she close her eyes..

"I really hope that TIME will be my best ally..." she whispered..

"Oh! you're already awake." she open her eyes as she heard the voice of his brother..

Good morning oppa! did you sleep well?? Hee youg asked.

I think so. even though i slept a little bit late since i have to fax some papers to dad in L.A.

when they will comeback???

I think after a month or two.

i hope that they could just stay here with us.

They can't stay here even though they want to. dad have to replace me for a while since i am here with you in korea. and mom has to stay with him.

Mianhe for being troublesome oppa., if it weren't to me, you will be still in L.A to do your work. i was too selfish to just think about myself. Mianhe....

Min Ho placed his hand in his sister's shoulder.

Actually it's quite the opposite my precious, i would like to thank you for giving me a reason to comeback here in korea. thank you for taking me away from my busy world.. A little break from it is what i really need.. Komawo...

Hee Young hugged her brother with a teary eyes.

why are you crying??

i was just happy oppa. i feel so blessed having a family like this, especially having a brother that will lend his wings to me so i could fly freely..

"Dont cry my precious, oppa will do anything that makes you happy." Min Ho said as he pat her head and wipe away her tears.

I'll prepare you're favorite cheese omelet with veggies for breakfast so take a shower now and follow me in the kitchen.

Arasso... hee young smiled and headed back to her room leaving Min Ho in her garden.

"I can also give my life to extend yours..." Min Ho muttered to himself then made his way to the kitchen using the other door.

(Note: The indoor garden has two doors. 1 from hee young's room and the other one is from min ho's room)




at Young Saeng's house



neomu banjjak banjjak nooni booshuh no no no no no
neomu kkamjjak kkamjjak nollan naneun oh oh oh oh oh
neomu jjarit jjarit momi ddeullyuh gee gee gee gee gee
o juhjeun nunbit (oh yeah~) oh joeun hyanggee (oh yeah yeah yeah~)

He reach his hands to the side table where the alarm clock is located. before, he used to throw away the alarm clock every time it starts to rang. but now, he just quietly shut it down. Since he got this ipod alarm clock with SNSD's GEE tone from a fan, his waking up habits improved.



After turning off the alarm, he pulled himself so he could lean back in the head board. rubbed his eyes for a little and slowly opened it. He stretched his arms and bend side to side. his phone starts to rotate in the table as it vibrate because of an incoming  call..

"Yoboseo??" saengie answered..

"Hyung!! don't tell me that you just got up???" hyung jun said while whinning.

ok then, i wont tell you...


aish!! hyung! i've been calling for the fifth time now. have you forgotten that we're going to meet liane noona at the studio for fitting of costumes??

kyu jong and mal are already here with me. hyun joong hyung is on his way here too.

arasso, i'll be there in 30 minutes..

make sure that you'll be here in 30 minutes,.... wait.... liane noona said that your 30 minutes is equivalent to 1 hour so if you don't get yourself here she wouldn't comply on your favor...what's that favor hyung???

yah! hyung jun ah! stop being nosy and put liane noona on the line.

noona!! young saeng hyung wants to talk to you... hyung jun called liane.

wae?? liane asked.

i don't know...

Yoboseo???

Noona!! did you already find me a PA??

Well, if you didn't arrive here in 30 minutes i'll cancel my meeting with her later.

jin jja??? you're going to meet her later???

Ye, but if this fitting haven't finish before lunch i may not be able to meet her...

arasso, arasso... i'll be there in less than 30 minute! see yah! then saengie drop the call

"ASA!!!" saengie exclaimed and hurriedly ran to the bathroom to take a quick shower.