My Angel (Chapter 23)

Hee Young woke up and saw Young Saeng reading a magazine on couch. Young Saeng glimpsed at her and saw that she was already awake. He headed towards the bed and sit beside her.

“I have something for you” She grabbed the something underneath her pillow. And handed it to Young Saeng.

“Don‘t worry it‘s not a bible” She chuckled. “It was my aunt‘s notebook. It has a quotes from her favorite books and quotes by famous people.”

“Okay let‘s check it out.” Young Saeng opened the book and read the page that has a bookmark on.

“Love is always patient and kind, it is never jealous. Love is never boastful nor conceited; it was never rude nor selfish; it does not take a fence and it is not resentful.” Young Saeng gives a heavy sigh and closed the book.

“You know what I figured out today?” She asked.

“What?”

“Maybe god has a bigger plan for me than I have for myself. Like this journey never ends. Like you were sent to me because I am sick, to help me through all this…”

Young Saeng caressed her cheeks while being moved by her words.

“You‘re my angel….” she said in smiles.

Young Saeng kissed her passionately, savoring the taste of each other’s lips. He broke the kiss first when he heard that someone is knocking on the door.

“Come In.” He said.

“It‘s time for her medicines.” The nurse said to them.

“I‘ll go out for a while, I‘ll be back later.” He said to Hee Young and give him a peck on her forehead.

Young Saeng got out of the room. He saw Min Ho sitting on the bench and decided to sit beside him.

“What do you like the most to my sister?” Min Ho asked him

"De?"Young Saeng was shocked with his question and unable to answer it.

“Isn‘t she pretty?”

“Ye.”

“She‘s really pretty, but I‘m not saying this because she‘s my sister. If only I could take away all her sufferings and take her place then I‘ll do it. But there isn‘t anything I can do for her so if there‘s anything you can do to make her happy, please do it…” Min Ho said to him as if he was giving his blessings to them.

After a week, Hee Young got discharge from the hospital.

Young Saeng and Hee Young watched the beauty of night sky while sitting on the bench in front of the pond of their garden. Young Saeng suddenly stare at Hee Young’s face.

“Do you love me?” He suddenly asked.

“De, waeyo?” She replied.

“Will you do something for me then? ”

“Anything..”

Young Saeng draw a small box from hi pocket and opened it.

“Will you wear this ring and marry me??”

Hee Young got stunned with his sudden proposal, Being with him for the rest of her remaining time was her last wish.

“Yes” She replied happily.

Young Saeng hugged, lift and spin her around. At last, he will be with woman he truly loves.

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The most unforgettable day for Hee Young and Young Saeng’s life has finally arrived. Young Saeng stands in front of the altar with Kyu Jong as his bestman.

Jung Min and Hyun Joong hold the microphone and stands beside the grand piano near the altar. Hyung Jun plays the keys for the song “Forever”, the song which written and composed by Young Saeng whom he dedicate to his future Mrs. Heo.

Hyung Jun starts to play the key when Hee Young start to march on the aisle. Then Jung Min ang Hyung Joon Starts to sing.

(Hyun Joong)

Yeong-won-to-rok (FOREVER)
Geu-daen a-na-yo cheo-eum bwat-tteon sun-gan-bu-teo
Geu-dae-ran geol al-jjyo nu-na-pe gi-reul ham-kke geo-reo-yo
A-reum-da-un nal u-ri a-pe pyeol-cheo-it-jjyo

(Hyun Joong and Jung Min)

I WANNA BE WITH YOU MY LOVE
Ha-neu-ra-rae yak-sso-kae-yo
Geu-dae-reul jji-kyeo-jul-kke-yo
Yeong-won-to-rok

I WANNA LOVE YOU FOREVER
Bo-i-na-yo i-reon nae-ma-eum
Nae-gyeo-te su-meul-sswi-eo-yo
Yeong-won-to-rok geu-dael
Sa-rang-hae-yo
Sa-rang-hae-yo

(Jung Min)
Al-kko in-na-yo geu-dae nae-gen haeng-bo-gin-geol
Go-bae-kal-kke-yo nae sa-rang geu-dae eon-je-kka-ji-na
Nae gyeo-te i-sseo-yo

(Hyun Joong and Jung Min)

I WANNA BE WITH YOU MY LOVE
Ha-neu-ra-rae yak-sso-kae-yo
Geu-dae-reul jji-kyeo-jul-kke-yo
Yeong-won-to-rok

I WANNA LOVE YOU FOREVER
Bo-i-na-yo i-reon nae-ma-eum
Nae-gyeo-te su-meul-sswi-eo-yo
Yeong-won-to-rok geu-dael
Sa-rang-hae-yo
Sa-rang-hae-yo

(Jung Min)
Eo-tteo-han si-ryeo-ni on-da-hae-do
U-ri sa-rang-eu-ro i-gyeo-nae-yo
yeong-won-to-rok nal ppa-ra-bwa-yo
Yeong-won-to-rok nal a-na-jwo-yo
Yeong-won-to-rok nal ssa-rang-hae-yo

(Hyun Joong)

U-ri haeng-bo-ka-do-rok
Yeong-won-to-rok geu-dae-man bo-myeo (yeong-won-hi)
Haeng-bo-ka-gil gi-do-hae

(Hyun Joong and Jung Min)

I WANNA BE WITH YOU MY LOVE
Ha-neu-ra-rae yak-sso-kae-yo
Geu-dae-reul jji-kyeo-jul-ge-yo
Yeong-won-to-rok

I WANNA LOVE YOU FOREVER
U-ri-sa-rang haeng-bo-ka-gil
U-ri-ga man-deu-reo-ga-yo
A-reum-da-un nal-tteul
Sa-rang-hae-yo
Yeong-won-to-rok

Young Saeng reach Hee Young’s hand and guided her on the way to altar. They hold hands, and mouthed each other the words “I Love You…”

“Love is always patient and kind, it is never jealous. Love is never boastful nor conceited; It was never rude nor selfish; It does not take a fence and it is not resentful; Love takes no pleasure in other people’s sins but delights in the truth; It is always ready to excure, to trust, to hopeand to endure whatever it comes. Love does not come to the end” said by the minister.

-Exchanging of  vows and rings-

“I, Heo Young Saeng do solemnly swear to take Lee Hee Young as my lawfully wedded wife. To honor and cherish her through all days of my life. ”   

“I, Lee Hee Young do solemnly swear to take Heo Young Saeng as my lawfully wedded husband. To honor and cherish her through all days of my life.”

They exchange their rings as they recite their vow to each other. And lastly, they sealed it with a passionate kiss…

-Young Saeng’s Narration-

“Hee Young and I had a perfect summer together with more love and lots of happiness….And then she went with her unfailing faith….”

-End of Narration-

After 1 year

“It‘s been a year and the vision of Hee Young walking towards me and will always stay with me” He said to himself as he walks toward the doorstep of Hee Young‘s house.

Young Saeng came to visit Min Ho.

“What‘s new Young Saeng?” Min Ho asked.

“I‘m going to release my solo album now.”

“Im so proud of you, Hee Young would have been proud of you…”

Young Saeng draw something from his bag.

“I want you to have this.” Young Saeng handed him a copy of the notebook that Hee Young gaved to him.

“Thank You…”

“I‘m sorry she didn‘t got her miracle…” Young Saeng lowered his head.

“She did!” Young Saeng looked at Min Ho “It was you…” Min Ho continued.

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-Young Saeng’s Narration-

“Hee Young saved my life, she taught me everything; about love, life, hope and long journey never end. I‘ll always missed her, but our love is like the wind, I can‘t see it but I feel it…….”

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My Angel (Chapter 22)

Hee Young stays on their garden after Young Saeng brought her home. Reminiscing how wonderful her day was while staring at the night sky.

“What happen my precious? You seemed so happy now.” Min Ho said and put a thick jacket on her shoulder.

“Me and Young Saeng are now dating.”

“Really? That‘s a good news! You really should be happy about it.”

Ye. I‘m so happy that I think I‘m going to hell.”

“What are you talking about?”

“I‘ll end up hurting him, knowing that I miss him so much. I wanna hold his hands and be with him. What makes me happy now will hurt him later. But I can‘t help it. I‘ll definitely go in hell.”

“Is god blind? Doesn‘t he have any conscience?” Min Ho said with teary eyes.

“Oppa” Hee Young hugged his brother,

“Don‘t afraid to be happy my precious. God will take you away from me soon so he‘ll understand.” Min Ho continued as he embrace her sister more tightly.

Hee Young and Young Saeng made their relationship open with his members and other closest friends but not to the public. With Hee Young’s condition and Young Saeng’s popularity, making their relationship in public would be a bad idea at all. Even though Kyu Jong feel awkward whenever he see them together, he still managed to show them smiles. All he wants is to make her happy. Even if her happiness will give him pain, he still willing to give way.

One night, Hee Young and Young Saeng came home late from their usual dates that made Min Ho worry so much about her sister. When the couple reached home, they saw Min Ho standing in front door with his arms crossed.

“Young Saeng, go home now. The night is over” Min Ho said in a stern voice.

Young Saeng felt that Min Ho was slightly pissed so he just said goodbye to Hee Young.

“Hee Young, do you know what time is it?” Min Ho asked after Young Saeng leaved.

“Come on Min Ho oppa, I‘m not a child anymore.”

“Then stop acting like one…”

“He loves me…”

“I know, that‘s why I‘m asking you to be fair with him before things get worst.” Min Ho said and entered the house.

Hee Young felt like the words of his brother was a bullet that shot in her heart. She knows that she can’t hide everything to Young Saeng. She knows that sooner or later, she needs to tell him everything about her condition. She draw her phone from her bag and send Young Saeng a message.

To: Young Saeng

Message: Can you pick me up tomorrow around 6PM?

From: Young Saeng

Message: Why? Where do you want to go?

To: Young Saeng

Message: I want to stroll at the park, can you come?

From: Young Saeng

Message: Of course!!!  See you tomorrow night!! I missed you already.

To: Young Saeng

Message: I missed you too. Good night!!

From: Young Saeng

Message: I love you baby! See you in my dreams later! <3

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Hee Young and Young Saeng was strolling at the park while holding hands. Young Saeng keeps on talking about his activities with the members but all he receive was a nod from her. He can’t take Hee Young’s silence anymore so he confront her about it.

“Baby what‘s wrong?? I‘ve been talking here for hours and seem like you‘re not interested at all.”

Hee Young released his hands and walked a few steps ahead of him then face him again.

“I‘m sick.” She said.

“You should have told me, I‘ll take you home so you could be better…”

“No Young Saeng! Listen to me!” Hee Young cut his words. “I‘m sick, I have Leukemia” She said with teary eyes.

“No… you‘re 25... You‘re perfect…you‘re just kidding right?”

“I‘m not kidding…I found that five years ago and my body stops responding to treatments ”

Young Saeng got shocked after hearing what she said and make his tears starts to fall in his cheeks.

“So why didn‘t you tell me?”

“The doctor said that I should go on and live life normally as best as I could, I don‘t want anybody to be weird around me”

“Including me?”

“Specially you!!!” Hee Young starts to broke down with her tears “You know I was getting along with everything fine, I accepted it, and then you happened!… I do not need a reason to be angry with god..”

Hee Young ran away after saying those words to him. Leaving Young Saeng lost in her words. Young Saeng remained standing where Hee Young left him. He can’t believed that the love that he just found will be gone soon.

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Kyu Jong woke up with the loud knock outside his door. He put his robe on and headed to the door to see who was it.

“Young Saeng hyung! What happened to you?”  Kyu Jong asked when he saw his hyung leaning on the wall.

“She‘s sick…” Young Saeng replied while staring in space.

“Sick? Who?”

“Hee Young….”

“Yeah I know she was sick before but she was fine now right?”

“She has Leukemia…..”

“Yah hyung! Don‘t play around those kind of jokes! It‘s not funny!” Kyu Jong scolded him

Young Saeng broke down in tears in front of Kyu Jong.

“She‘s sick kyu!!! She has leukemia!!!! I wish it was a joke but it‘s not!” Tears fall down to his cheeks and sob continuously.

Kyu Jong hugged Young Saeng to give him comfort. He hold back his tears and just pat his hyung’s back repeatedly.

“Sssh…Everything will be alright hyung….. Everything will be alright…” Kyu Jong said while still holding back his tears.

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Days quickly passed without any news from Hee Young. Young Saeng was at lost most of the time, the other member and his manager felt sorry for him. They always saw him spacing out, doesn’t eat much and just stare at his phone most of the time. Their manager couldn’t bare it anymore and decided to give him a rest.

Kyu Jong visit Hee Young but the maid told him that their Young Lady doesn’t want to accept visitors.

“No, I wouldn‘t leave here until I talked to her.” Kyu Jong protested.

“But the Young Lady said….”

“It‘s alright, she‘s in the pond Kyu. You can find her there” Min Ho cut their conversation.

“Komawo Min Ho hyung!” Kyu Jong exclaimed and made his way to the pond.

Kyu Jong found Hee Young sitting on the bench beside the pond. Just like his hyung, he found her spacing out.

“How come that I am not allowed to see my best friend??” He said and sit beside her.

Hee Young got stunned to see him sitting beside her. “Omo! What are you doing here Kyu??”

“You were not responding on my text nor my calls so I decide to came here.”

“Mianhe Kyu…..I owe you an explanation for everything.” Hee Young lowered her head.

“ Yeah, I really need an explanation to what‘s happening now.”

“Mianhe Kyu, for keeping you blinded. I was diagnosed to have Chronic Leukemia five years ago.”

“Why didn‘t you tell me? I could‘ve stayed on your side by those times.”

“That‘s the reason why I didn‘t tell you, I don‘t want you to give up your dreams just for me.”

“But…”

“It‘s alright Kyu, I can‘t bare the fact that you‘ll see my sufferings in the past five years. I never regret my decision but I‘ve been holding this guilt inside me for a long time…. I‘m sorry Kyu for leaving you behind…I‘m sorry if I didn‘t fulfill my promise when I said that I‘ll be there in your debut…. I‘m really sorry…”

Kyu Jong anchor his arms to her shoulder and slowly pulled Hee Young‘s head and make her lean to his shoulder. “I already forgave you…I don‘t know why but I can‘t get mad at you.. You‘re one of the reasons why I keep going on  for the past five years. I’m waiting for your return, and now you’re by my side again I wouldn’t asked for more. ”

“Komawo Kyu. Thank you for letting me have good memories. Sorry if I can‘t stay long enough for you. Please be happy, I cared for you so much so you should be happy. Arrasso?? Please promise me that you’ll be happy, that you’ll be well…. “ Hee Young said in soft voice.

Kyu Jong put his hand on his mouth to prevent himself from crying out loud. He starts to sob quietly after hearing those words from her.

The next day. Jung Min, Hyung Jun, Kyu Jong and Hyun Joong decided to barge in Youn Saeng’s place and cheer him up. They were not surprise to see that Young Saeng on the backyard and still spacing out.

“Young Saeng Hyung!!!” Hyung Jun exclaimed.

“What are you guys doing here?” Young Saeng replied in a pale voice.

“Uhmmm.. We came here to play!” Jung Min said.

“Do my place look like a playground to you?”

“Young Saeng ah… Stop being so grumpy today, ” Hyun Joong said to him.

“Young Saeng Hyung! We bought meat! let‘s have a barbeque party here in your backyard!”

“Do whatever you guys want to do… I‘ll be on my room.” He said

Young Saeng was about to enter the house when he saw someone standing at the door. The four guys look at the same direction where Young Saeng was looking at.

“Hee Young noona!!! You‘re here! How are you?” Hyung Jun fired up his questions.

Hee Young just smiled at them and take a few more steps towards them.

“Let‘s go inside guys! We‘ll cook this meat on the kitchen.” Hyun Joong command them. He knew that the couple should have their private talk.

“But I thought we‘re going to have a barbeque here?” Hyung Jun asked.

“Aish!! Don‘t be so stubborn now and just follow what Hyun Joong Hyung said” Jung Min retorted.

“But I….” Jung Min cut Hyung Jun’s word by grabbing his shirt and dragged him inside the house.

“It‘s alright now my princess, you can talk to him now.” Kyu Jong said to her and follow the 3 guys inside the house.

Hee Young walks toward to Young Saeng.

“I‘m sorry.. I‘ve should‘ve have really told you sooner..” She said.

“Are you scared??”

“To death?? Cheer up!” Hee Young placed her hands on his cheeks while smiling.

“This is not funny…”

Hee Young leaned her head to his forehead, pause for a while and holding back her tears.

“I‘m scared not being with you…” She said and lowered her head to hide her teary eyes.

“That would never happen baby…” He replied while lifting her chin and slowly embraced her.

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 (After a few hours)

“Dinner is ready!” Kyu Jong called out the couple.

“Let‘s go, I wonder what mess did these kids done to my kitchen” Young Saeng said to her while chuckling. His mood brightened up after having a conversation with her.

“Aigoo… look at hyung‘s face, he looks like a zombie a few days ago but all I can see now is a wide smile that almost reached his ears” Hyung Jun teased his hyung.

“Aissshh! This kid really like to spoil my mood.” Young Saeng retorted.

“Wow! You made all these?” Hee Young asked.

“De. Jung Min and I prepared these foods. While Hyung Jun and Hyun Joong hyung just … never mind” Kyu Jong said.

“Yah! We did help too!” Hyun Joong exclaimed.

“Yeah, you did help us hyung by eating all the ingredients that we prepared” Jung Min said.

“Arraso, stop with the bickering now and let‘s eat. By the way, why there are only two plates in the table?” Hee Young asked.

“We prepared a dinner only for both of you….”  Kyu Jong said with smiles.

“Thank you guys!!” Young Saeng said.

“We‘ll take our leave now, enjoy the night..”  Hyun Joong said and the four guys headed out of the house.

“Stay there, I‘ll just get something on my room.” Young Saeng said to her.

After a few minutes, Young Saeng got back on the table and he handed a small bottle to her.

“What‘s this?” Hee Young asked.

“It‘s a present, Don’t be sick anymore. That capsules cures everything and everybody in Seoul knows it.”

Hee Young look at it the bottle closely.

“Once a day okay? Don‘t overdose it.” He warned her.

“Excuse me for a while”.  Hee Young said to him . She ran to her room and cried while staring at the capsule.

She pick one capsule and open it, she found a small piece of paper inside and read the content of it.

“Wondering why I like you, I miss you…”

She pick another one and read it again.

“It‘s raining now, but the rain can‘t cool down my love for you…”

Hee Young cried so much after reading some of Young Saeng's note to her. She starts to feel the pain in her chest again but not as painful as the first attack. Young Saeng entered her room and saw that she’s clutching her chest. Hee Young almost fall but Young Saeng manage to catch her.

“Hey, stay with me. If it hurts then scream, hold me and cry! Don‘t try to hide it. It hurts me so much, It feels like as if I‘m going to die before you” He said while embracing her and then he saw the open capsules beside her.

“Pabo.. I told you not to overdose it.”

“I‘m scared Young Saeng I‘m so scared” She cried more.

“I was afraid that I might die before reading all these.”

“Shhh…. It‘s alright….you still have a lot of time to read it.” He said while hugging her, trying to ease the pain that she felt.

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A month quickly passed and things got smooth between Hee Young and Young Saeng. He visits her everyday and he even slept in her house when he doesn’t have activities on the following day. The other members often visit too.

“Good morning my precious, did you have a good sleep last night? Come here, let‘s have our breakfast together.”  Min Ho said to her.

“De..” She said in a soft voice while holding her forehead. She felt dizzy while walking towards her chair. but she fainted before she can reach her sit.

Min Ho ran beside her and mildly slapped her cheeks to gain her consciousness but he failed.

“Yah!! Hee Young ah!! Yah!! Call the ambulance!! Pali!!!” Min Ho said in panic.

My Angel (Chapter 21)

“Since when did she start to feel the pain in her chest?” Dr. Adams asked Min Ho.

“I don‘t know, she doesn‘t complain to me anything about it. Could you tell me what‘s happening to my sister?” Min Ho asked while holding Hee Young’s hands whose now asleep in bed with oxygen in her mouth..

“Hypertrophic Cardiomyopathy was seen on her ECG result. It is a condition in which the heart muscle becomes thick. The thickening makes it harder for blood to leave the heart, forcing the heart to work harder to pump blood. Her heart is now unstable. The count of her red blood cells are starting to drop down as well, It can‘t be helped since she was already diagnosed for Leukemia five years ago.” The doctor explained to Min Ho

“Can‘t you do something about it? I can pay a huge amount of money just to lengthen her life, Please Dr. Adams! Do anything that you can!” Min Ho pleaded.

“Mianhe Mr. Lee, but only a miracle can lengthen her life now. I‘m really sorry…”

“Will she stay longer here in the hospital?”

“She can be release by tomorrow. Just remember that she can‘t afford to be upset nor too excited. When these things happen, her heart could stop on functioning and can cause her a sudden death.”

Min Ho can’t help but to sob quietly. He remember what happen 5 years ago.

-Flashback (5 Years ago)-

“Mr. Lee, does your family have a history of having Leukemia? ” Dr. Adams asked.

“De, my aunt died two years ago because of it. But….please don‘t tell me that my sister inherited it. ”

“I‘m afraid that she did… She have a chronic leukemia..”

“Andwe! she‘s too young to have it. Please do the test again!”

“We‘ve already done several blood test to her and still have the same result. Chronic Leukemia grows slowly so she can still live her life normally for the next few years.”

“So you‘re just telling me that my sister has only few more years to live?”

“I‘m really sorry about it Mr. Lee.”

“No, I won‘t allow it to happen, I‘ll bring my sister in abroad and will find a way to cure it.” Min Ho said sternly said to Dr. Adams.

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Hee Young stands in front of the glass window in the lobby, looking at the sky. Comprehending everything she overheard in Min Ho and Dr. Adams conversation.

“My precious!” Min Ho exclaimed while heading towards to her.

“How was the result?” She asked, pretending that she doesn’t know anything.

“Oh, about the result, Dr. Adams said that your just anemic. Nothing serious.”

“Come on Min Ho oppa, you know that you‘re not good in lying. Are you really going to hide everything from me?” she said calmly.

“What are you talking about?”

“I overheard your conversation with Dr. Adams”

“You did?? Didn‘t I told you to wait for me here?”

“I did wait here, but you left your phone on my bag and Mr. Kim was calling you about your meetings so I decided to follow you. Then I overheard it.”

“Why are you still calm knowing all about it?”

“Does my crying will solve anything?? I’m not afraid to death, but I‘m afraid to lose everyone that I love.” Hee Young tried to hold back her tears but she failed .

Min Ho wiped the tears in her cheeks and embraced her. “it‘s alright to cry my precious, we‘ll go to US and find the best doctors that could cure it. You‘re not going to lose anyone.” Min Ho said to her dongsaeng who’s now sobbing because of  pain.

After 5 Years

“Min Ho oppa, I want to stop now.”

“What are you talking about?”

“I don‘t want to continue with the medications anymore. I want to go back to Korea now, I want to spend my remaining time there.”

“Why are you saying these things? didn't we agree that we were going to do anything just to cure your illness?”

“De, but we both know that my body stops responding to treatments six month ago. There‘s no reason left for me to stay here. Let‘s just go home. I really miss omma and appa. I want to spend my time with them.”

“Are you really sure about it?” Min Ho asked.

“Yes, ”

“Arasso, I‘ll tell to Ms. Shane to send in Korea all the pending documents that I need to sign.  We‘ll go back to Korea tomorrow.”

“Kumawo Oppa…..Jeungmal komawo…”

-End of Flashback-

 “Why does she have to experience these horrible diseases?” He asked himself. “If only I could take away your sufferings, If only I could be in that bed instead of you. If only I could give my life just to extend yours.” Min Ho said in tears.

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“Hyung Jun ah!” Jung Min exclaimed when he saw Hyung Jun sitting outside of Hee Young’s room. He ran towards him followed by Young Saeng, and Kyu Jong.

“Jung Minnie!!!” The crying maknae ran and hugged him tightly.

“What happened?, we leave the studio as soon as we received your call.” Jung Min said as he patted his head.

“Minnie, I‘m scared. I’m really scared when I saw her passed out in front of me. I don‘t want Hee Youg Noona to die” Hyung Jun cried harder.

“Pabo… She can‘t die like that. Maybe she just got stressed out.” Kyu Jong said to him trying to brighten up the cloudy atmosphere and trying to hide his fears as well.

“Hyung Jun ah…. Can you loosen a bit your hug?  I can‘t breath. I might be admitted here too if you won‘t loosen it.” Jung Min said.

“Where is she now?” Young Saeng asked.

“She‘s inside her room with the doctor and Min Ho Hyung.” Hyung Jun replied and escaped himself from hugging Jung Min.

“Min Ho Hyung is already here?” Kyu Jong asked.

“De, noona told me to call him before she passed out” Hyung Jun said while Jung Min wiping his tears.

Doctor Adams came out from Hee Young’s room.

“How is Hee Young doing?” Young Saeng asked first.

“She‘s still sleeping. As of now, she‘s not in critical state anymore so you could relax .”

Kyu Jong sensed something after hearing the words “As of now” from Dr. Adams.

“Wait a minute, why did you say ‘as for now‘?? Does it mean that it may occur again.”

“Mianhe but I have other patients to attend to.” Dr. Adams avoid to answer his question just like what Min Ho requested to him.

-Flashback-

“Can you keep this thing between us? I don’t want to let them know what’s happening to her. My sister wants to live her life normally.” Min Ho said.

“I understand.” Dr. Adams replied.

-End of Flashback-

Min Ho wiped his tears  when Young Saeng, Kyu Jong, Jung Min and Hyung Jun entered the room.

“Min Ho Hyung, how is she?” Kyu Jong asked.

“Dr. Adams said that she‘s fine now.”

“What happened to her?” Young Saeng asked this time.

“She got stressed out. That’s all. Hyung Jun ssi, komawo for giving me a call. ”

“Anniyo, noona said that i should call you. I just got lucky to find your number in her phone.”

Min Ho hide his tears and just gave them a smile. “I‘m going to fix her hospital papers. She will be release tomorrow.”

“Hyung, Isn’t it too early for her to be release tomorrow?” Kyu Jong asked.

“The doctor said that she’s already fine, and you know her Kyu, she‘s not the type of girl that would like to stay in bed.” Min Ho leaned to her bed and give his donsaeng a kiss on her forehead. “My precious, Oppa will be gone for a few minutes to fixed your papers so we could go home tomorrow. Have a rest now. ” He whispered before leaving her with the guys.

“Guys, could you take care of  my precious for a while? I’ll be back as soon as I fixed the hospital papers.”

The four guys just nod to him in response. After Min Ho leaves the room, Young Saeng and Kyu Jong sit beside Hee Young’s bed while Jung Min and Hyun Jun sit on the couch.

“Hyung Jun ah, how come that you‘re with Hee Young when this things happened? You told us that you‘re going to leave the studio early so you could buy your cousin a present right?” Young Saeng curiously asked.

“Mianhe hyung, I asked Hee Young noona to help me to buy a present. If  I knew that this would happen, I shouldn‘t asked for her help in the first place.”

“You could‘ve just ask one of us or lianne noona to come with you. You know that she‘s already busy with their company.” Young Saeng continued to scold him.

“I‘m sorry hyung. I‘m really sorry.” Hyung Jun said in apologetic manner.

“Do..n’t scold ….him ” Hee Young said to Young Saeng while trying to remove the oxygen in her mouth.

The guys gather around her bed when they saw that she was already awake.

“Are you okay now? Do you need something? Should I call the doctor?” Kyu Jong panicky asked. He was about to leave to call the doctor when Hee Young hold his hand.

“I‘m fine, just call them later. Sorry if I made you worry about me.”

“It‘s okay, it‘s good to know that you‘re fine now. Please don‘t exhaust yourself too much” Jung Min said.

“Noona, mianhe. I‘m really sorry. I never knew this could happen.”

“Kwenchana, I‘m fine now so stop being sorry about it.” Hee Young said to him. “By the way, what are you all doing here? don‘t you have practice today?”

“We‘re done with it, only Hyun Joong Hyung left in the studio. He said that he‘ll be here as soon as he‘s done with it.” Kyu Jong replied.

“I still feel sleepy, I‘ll just catch more sleep okay?? ”

“Go ahead, sleep now. I‘ll be here when you wake up.” Young Saeng whispered to her while caressing her hair.

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Hee Young got released on the next day. Min Ho told Young Saeng that her sister cannot continue her P.A activities with him anymore just to prevent her from being stressed again and Young Saeng agree with it. The boys often come to her house for a visit. They make sure that they could see Hee Young once or twice a week even if their schedule was fully packed.

One night, Young Saeng asked Hee Young out for dinner. When they arrived at the venue, Young Saeng covered her eyes and helped her with the steps until they arrived on the right spot. He slowly take off his hands. Hee Young found herself on an open garden with a table arranged for two. The view of sea on the side makes the place more romantic. After Hee Young and Young Saeng had their dinner, Hee Young stood up and takes a few steps to see the full view of the wide sea.

“How can you find places like these? And how can this moments exist?”

“Let‘s just say that I‘m pretty good to find a perfect place for the right girl” Young Saeng replied.

“It‘s like the wind, I can‘t see it but I can feel it.”

“And what do you feel?” Young Saeng asked.

“I feel wonder, beauty, joy, love. It‘s like I‘m the center of everything.”

Young Saeng stood up and walks toward to her. He stands in front of her and stare at her face.

“Can I kiss you?”

“I maybe bad at it” Hee Young shyly replied.

“That‘s not possible.” Young Saeng take a few more steps and reach her lips. He kissed her passionately and Hee Young just follow his lead.

“Hee Young, I love you…” Young Saeng finally got the courage to confess his feelings to her.

Hee Young stares at him for a while, trying to comprehend everything that he just said.

“Now will be the right time to say something.” Young Saeng said, trying to provoke her to say something.

“I told you not to fall in love with me…” She said with a sad look.

Young Saeng reached again her lips and embraced her tightly